Friday, June 3, 2011

Din expect to see her, kinda affected by her show yesterday at cine. Sigh, I almost forgot bout her existence. She is still there, still your girlfriend.

She saw me. Her eyes look cold but not surprise. She don't seems to be happy.

Sometimes I wonder.. When you have finally settle her issue to be single again, will I be tired alread. Just like in d past when you stand by me, you told me that you will be there always, but somehow or rather you got tired. And attitude changes.

Is it a wrong move, to stay on?

I love you. More then anyone. Deep down I will always question, why would you let me go through such? Cos I thought you love me, more then anyone else too.

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Busy me

Now is the peak season for our company, so I have real lots of things to do everyday. I have lesser time for myself. Not a bad news tho. I used to think of you whenever I stop working, even till now. I still believe that you are what I wanted in life, except that I also believe that it is all over alread. You know, I hardly eat ice cream nowadays, I was wondering 'what about you?'. 'Cos we used to share so much ice creams memories. *Smiling*

Work & work. I have endless energy now, cos I look so much forward to my plans! I will be going for laser for my skin during october. Maybe a holiday too, cos is my birthday month! YAY. Awesome october.

Oh im so gonna setup a 'Goh Meng Ling's Europe Backpack Trip Fund Raising Event' to raise my fund for the up & coming June. That said, I will be flying there to meet Mr Yong & friends in less than a year time. =D

Can life be any better?

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I was packing Jun's belonging...
His clothes and stuff...
My heart is heavy, right now, i am not happy
But i still feels that we have a tiny hope, to be back together again :)
If i can learn to be happy, not so paranoid
Before i have the courage to find my way back, i will work hard for myself
Although i felt insecure leaving him to the world 'cos to me he is a darn good catch :)

I knew this had to be done

I went through some of my note books,
and i saw some of the notes i written since i knew Jun
I sound unhappy in most of the notes, in fact, all of the notes
Like from the start i am afraid of him leaving me, or thinking of leaving him when i face problems.
I guess even if Jun did not read my notes, he somehow sensed my thoughts.
I felt sorry, but saying sorry is useless.

As i daze into my thoughts,
An event flash across my mind..

It was during the early days when Jun was with me
I felt down and moody that few days,
at that point of time i believe that i was haunt by past experience.
i felt silly now, 'cos i was the one who allow myself to do so, shouldn't have :(

That day, Jun came to my house after work
And he just call me to accompany him to have dinner
Although i went out with him,
I was not smiling
Until when we reach the place for dinner
It was at The Night Safari
That was my first time there i must say
And before that i never know i will like such places
I was fascinated by the shows, the animals
I lost track of time looking and got amused by the animals actions
While i was on the 'train' touring the Safari,
Our eyes met,
Jun look into my eyes and say
'You finally smile...'

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I miss
my baby...
my sweet heart...
my baobei...

his smile...
his sparkling eyes...
his hugs...
and his smell...

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I miss my baby...

Good night, hope you have a sweet dream tonight.

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Nice Nice pictures~




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22nd birthday :)

The night before my birthday :)
I realised my nose is so sharp cos i smell ying's perfum when i reached home.
* they were up stairs




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I look so in love


Love the Stairs



OMG, I thought it supposed to kiss me?!




Im in a gym





My pretty necklace and me






Mesmerise...

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Lurrve~ *miao*



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We are together on the 11th of dec! i finalli remember!




Kiam pa face..... ops....


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