Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Why
Contridictions arises in every bit of my thots.
I always says that everything has more than one side of facts...
Which is indeed true.
The earth is not always round in this case.
My bubble thot always goes, ' He don deserve that.' whenever I see him trying hard to control his emotions so as not to be a burden to me in anyway.
''You are not a burden, and you will not be. I know that you always try to put me in the first place in whatever you do. And I do sense that you feel insecure.
But I feel that way either, remember what you always tell me? 'You are not alone'
And now allow me to say that to you my dearest.
When I realised that i will mind bout who is the girls around you, my heart tells me that you meant something to me.
You are not nobody, you are someone new to my throne, awaiting to be my king.
Tho I acknowledge my affection, the fear resides in me forbid you to come closer.
I know I need to fight harder.
Im not in the nothing-to-lose state anymore.
I took the words seriously when you say that you are mine.
Grant me time, and allow me to brave it all..
I will take baby steps with your hands in mine..
I wanna see you smile in bright..''
Ling