Monday, January 1, 2007
I think, 'I love you'
Two lil' child with heart so-pure decided to leave everything and go for a break. They pack up the essential and excitedly leave their land. Both spread their wings and soar to a foreign place. Where no one knows them.
They enjoy each other's company and feel at ease. They treasure every moment together.
Everything is so beautiful that the girl sometimes feel so weird. 'Cos the girl had swear not to let anyone into her heart anymore. Knowing that is the only way to hurt herself. But the 'lil boy quietly crept nearer and nearer to the way, to her heart. 'Should I?' She asked herself a million times.
He hold her hands, she kissed his lips. At that very moment, nothing is as important anymore.
He went to places she grew up. She feels estatic to run thru she memories again, with him around. The food she used to love, the places she used to go. Hand in hand, they explore the land.
But something is missing. She fall into daze time and again.
One night when the girl crawl out of bed to get some water, 'lil boy semi- consciously hold her hands and ask,' Where are you going? don't leave me.' And the girl realised that 'lil boy feel so not secure. The girl understand why and sober at what she is not able to provide. And she realised that the guy sensed her dilemma.
Something so beautiful she saw. Yet she smell danger. She feel something special, which she don't allow herself to fall into.
The time they promised to exchange affection came. And the girl recieved care, love and the heart of the 'lil boy. She felt so loved that she had never recieve such meaningful presents before. And the girl gave him a boxful of attention and concern. He loves it too, and teared. When the girl saw tears falling down his cheek, she feels that she had not done enough for him. Contridictions stirred within. 'I think I, fall in love, again.' Yet she is so afraid that she wont' wanna confirm. And everytime when she feels so, escape appear as another option in her mind. But his smile made her stay.
Im struggling, cos, my mind and my heart is not tele. But allow me to stay by your side even if im not brave enough. I think, ' I love you.'
Ling